As I write this I am way past plan b. More like plan j or k. And although I won't stop until I hit plan z, I would like to respectfully say that I am pretty sick of all of this mess and trying to rework my perspective. So for today I would just like to say this is an entirely sucky situation that seems rather endless.
Through this all, I have learned that without amazing people standing behind you, not even plan b is possible. I know I am so fortunate in many ways. I am trying to live in that reality and I am eternally grateful for each and every one of you who are helping me to do so. Much love.
Monday 21 May 2012
Monday 14 May 2012
Mothers Turn the World
This Mother's Day I spent the day in true mother fashion....I got up before the crack of dawn to take DD1 to the pool for her swim meet, sat on rock hard benches with chlorine stinging my eyes for about 4 hours, cheered and supported my daughter in her swims (while hanging with some pretty great swim friends and coming up with an idea for a new tlc reality show called Swim House--kind a mixture between Big Brother and Sister Wives, with an addition of Brother Husbands), raced back across the city to have a quick lunch with the family, then down to the market to drop DD2 off for her play, and then back again later to watch her shine in Fiddler on the Roof. In between had a few nice moments with DH and the pup. All and all just about perfect.
I am so happy and proud to be a mum. We truly turn the world and I defy anyone to dispute that. Cause I could take you on while making muffins for lunches, cleaning the cupboards, turning over the garden, and soothing an upset tummy. Just sayin.
Happy Belated Mother's Day to all you strong, loving, and beautiful mums out there. Own it.
Thursday 10 May 2012
Overflowing Cup
Home Stretch time folks. 5 days until DHs surgery and although we are all a bit on edge around here, I am rather proud of how we are holding it all together. Of course, there are many people holding us up so I guess that makes it considerably easier to manage the day to day. While admittedly, it is a bit of a struggle (large understatement) to accept and be comfortable with all of the wonderful help that is being arranged, I am trying very hard to override my initial response of "no thanks" and learn to be gracious. I emphasize the word learn.
Of course, there is always 10 more things going on around here that involve our time and energy. DD2 is in her first theatre production--she began her run of Fiddler on the Roof (Jr) yesterday with two shows and is as energized and happy as I have ever seen her. On stage is truly where she shines brightest.
DD1 just spent 36 hours at her highschool-to-be with 200 other grade 8s and had the time of her life. She is optimistic and enthusiastic about going to her new school which is amazing considering she is leaving all of her life long friends behind and branching out to something new. Her ability to see the positive in change and to consider new starts as an opportunity is truly amazing considering her age. I know many adults who are not capable of this. I am so proud.
As for DH and I, we will spend the weekend at the pool watching DD1 compete, at the theatre watching DD2 shine, and inbetween will continue to make plans for next week. Our freezer is half full, the swim driving schedule has been organized, and the schedule for next week has been created. All of these things done for us and with us. Our friends and family--what can I even say? Love.
Of course, there is always 10 more things going on around here that involve our time and energy. DD2 is in her first theatre production--she began her run of Fiddler on the Roof (Jr) yesterday with two shows and is as energized and happy as I have ever seen her. On stage is truly where she shines brightest.
DD1 just spent 36 hours at her highschool-to-be with 200 other grade 8s and had the time of her life. She is optimistic and enthusiastic about going to her new school which is amazing considering she is leaving all of her life long friends behind and branching out to something new. Her ability to see the positive in change and to consider new starts as an opportunity is truly amazing considering her age. I know many adults who are not capable of this. I am so proud.
As for DH and I, we will spend the weekend at the pool watching DD1 compete, at the theatre watching DD2 shine, and inbetween will continue to make plans for next week. Our freezer is half full, the swim driving schedule has been organized, and the schedule for next week has been created. All of these things done for us and with us. Our friends and family--what can I even say? Love.
Saturday 5 May 2012
Blessed
I have the most amazing friends. I have the most amazing family. I am blessed beyond measure. No more words necessary.
Thursday 3 May 2012
We All Need A Little Sunshine On Our Shoulders
A teenage blogger I follow (shout out to Just Me) posted a John Denver song on her blog the other day. It's amazing how much mileage music from the 70s can get, isn't it? But in a good way really. Who couldn't benefit from a little "Sunshine on my Shoulders"? It's a good way to start the day, to think of the simple things that can make us happy. Hope you don't mind H, but I am copying your post. But unlike you H, I can't seem to get it in the same post as my text!
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